thin,
still haze, my mother and I went to the Watchman to romp. There was
place there for a merry gambol, place, even, led by a wiser hand, for
roaming and childish adventure--and there were silence and sunlit
space and sea and distant mists for the weaving of dreams--ay, and,
upon rare days, the smoke of the great ships, bound down the
Straits--and when dreams had worn the patience there were huge loose
rocks handy for rolling over the brow of the cliff--and there was gray
moss in the hollows, thick and dry and soft, to sprawl on and rest from
the delights of the day. So the Watchman was a playground for my
mother and me--my sister, my elder by seven years, was all the day
long tunefully busy about my father's comfort and the little duties of the
house--and, on that blue day, we climbed the broken cliff behind our
house and toiled up the slope beyond in high spirits, and we were very
happy together; for my mother was a Boston maid, and, though she
turned to right heartily when there was work to do, she was not like the
Labrador born, but thought it no sin to wander and laugh in the sunlight
of the heads when came the blessed opportunity.
"I'm fair done out," said I, at last, returning, flushed, from a race to
Beacon Rock.
"Lie here, Davy--ay, but closer yet--and rest," said she.
I flung myself at full length beside her, spreading abroad my sturdy
little arms and legs; and I caught her glance, glowing warm and proud,
as it ran over me, from toe to crown, and, flashing prouder yet through
a gathering mist of tears, returned again.
"I knows why you're lookin' at me that way," said I.
"And why?" said she.
"'Tis for sheer love o' me!"
She was strangely moved by this. Her hands, passionately clasped of a
sudden, she laid upon her heart; and she drew a sharp, quivering breath.
"You're getting so--so--strong and--and--so big!" she cried.
"Hut!" said I. "'Tis nothin' t' cry about!"
"Oh," she sobbed, "I'm proud t' be the mother of a son!"
I started up.
"I'm that proud," she went on, hovering now between great joy and pain,
"that it--it--fair hurts me!"
"I'll not have you cry!" I protested.
She caught me in her arms and we broke into merry laughter. Then to
please her I said that I would gather flowers for her hair--and she would
be the stranded mermaid and I the fisherman whom she besought to put
her back in the sea and rewarded with three wishes--and I sought
flowers everywhere in the hollows and crevices of the bald old
Watchman, where, through years, some soil had gathered, but found
only whisps of wiry grass and one wretched blossom; whereupon I
returned to her very wroth.
"God made a botch o' the world!" I declared.
She looked up in dismay.
"Ay," I repeated, with a stamp of the foot, "a wonderful botch o' the
world He's gone an' made. Why, they's but one flower on the
Watchman!"
She looked over the barren land--the great gray waste of naked
rock--and sighed.
"But one?" she asked, softly.
"An I was God," I said, indignantly, "I'd have made more flowers an'
made un bigger."
She smiled in the way of one dreaming.
"Hut!" I went on, giving daring wing to my imagination. "I'd have
made a hundred kinds an' soil enough t' grow un all--every one o' the
whole hundred! I'd have----"
She laid a soft hand on my lips. "'Tis a land," she whispered, with
shining eyes, "that grows rosy lads, and I'm well content!"
"'Tis a poor way," I continued, disregarding her caress, "t' gather soil in
buckets. I'd have made enough t' gather it in barrows! I'd have made
lots of it--heaps of it. Why," I boasted, growing yet more recklessly
prodigal, "I'd have made a hill of it somewheres handy t' every harbour
in the world--as big as the Watchman--ay, an' handy t' the harbours, so
the folk could take so much as they wanted--t' make
potato-gardens--an'--an' t' make the grave-yards deep enough. 'Tis a
wonderful poor way," I concluded with contempt, "t' have t' gather it in
buckets from the rocks!"
My mother was laughing heartily now.
"'Twould not be a better world, thinks you?" said I. "Ay, but I could do
better than that! Hut!" I cried, at last utterly abandoned to my
imagination, "I'd have more things than potatoes grow in the ground an'
more things than berries grow on bushes. What would I have grow in
the ground, says you? Is you thinkin' I don't know? Oh, ay, mum," I
protested, somewhat at a loss, but very knowingly, "I knows!" I was
now getting rapidly beyond my depth;
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