Despairs Last Journey | Page 4

a cold gray, a solemn

purple. By this time the sky beyond the peak was a fiery glory. This
faded in turn, first in a gush of liquid amber, then in soft green, then in
blue, then violet. A lone star scintillated over the for crest, went out,
relit itself, went out again, twinkled for a time, and at last shone
steadfast with a diamond lustre.
As the darkness gathered, the fire, which fora while gleamed more
brightly, sank to a dull red, fading and brightening at the falling and
rising of the wind, but growing with every minute less responsive to
that soft influence.
The stars twinkled over the sky in myriads. The man of the camp threw
away the stump of his last cigarette, entered his tent, pulled off his
boots, rolled himself in a blanket, and lay down, facing the distant peak
and the one shining speck of a world above it.
'You have made a hideous muddle of things.' he said at last--'a hideous
muddle. Nothing to fear, for everything has happened. Nothing to hope
for, for nothing can happen any more. Fortune wasted, friends wasted,
genius wasted, heart wasted, life wasted. Ah, well! I ought to sleep
to-night; I'm tired.'
The torrent roared in the heart of the primeval silence. The peak and the
star swam apart from each other in the solemn spaces of the sky. Under
the tent, which showed ghostly in the starlight, the man lay silent for
hours, but when next he spoke his voice was choked with tears.
'Not that,' he said--'not that! I can endure the rest, but no repentance. To
repent would drive me mad.'

II
Twice a day the mountains echoed to the clangour of the passing
express train, and at intervals less settled and orderly to the slower
rumble of luggage-trucks, laden or empty. The iron artery stretched
from coast to coast, and here and there touched and fed a ganglion. To
one living alone in those mountain fastnesses the roar and shriek and

roll brought insistent memories of the world. No inmate of the oubliette
could have been more lonely, and yet life was accessible, and even
near.
A month went by. The solitary man of the camp fished and shot, ate,
drank, wandered, slept, and saw no face and heard no voice. He had run
out of supplies, and having pencilled a note to that effect, had slipped it,
with a five-dollar bill, under the door of the railside shanty. His wants
had been supplied--they extended to tea and biscuit only--and he had
taken care to be out of the way. Sometimes he heard a distant shot, and
knew that the man of the shanty was afoot in search of game. Within a
very little distance of the railway track sport could be had in plenty.
Loneliness was broken at last. The rustle of boughs and the sound of
steps and voices reached the Solitary's ears one day as he sat at his
favourite outlook staring down the gorge. At the first note of one of the
voices he started and changed colour. Nobody would have taken him
for a man of cities now, with his beard of a month's growth, and his
tanned hands and face. The open-air colour was the stronger for being
new. With continued exposure it would fade from a red tan to a yellow.
Deep as it was now, it paled at the first-heard sound of the approaching
voice. The man threw a soul of anger and hatred into his ears and
listened.
'About a month?' the voice said 'Yes. I heard of his leaving Winnipeg
on the twentieth. I went on to Vancouver and found he wasn't there.
Then I got news of a fellow stopping off here, and, of course, it couldn't
be anybody else. He's my brother-in-law, and I've got a letter for him
which I'm pledged to put into his hands.'
'Indeed, sir!'
The answering voice was the voice of the man of the shanty. It sounded
very rough and uncultured after the dandified drawl it followed, but it
sounded manlier for the contrast, too.
'He's a queer fellow,' said the first speaker; 'but this is the queerest trick
I've known him play. Tell me, is he--is he drinking at all?'

'No,' the other answered. 'He's not drinking. The first day he was here
he promised to put a load of shot into me if ever I gave him liquor.'
'Did he really? That's Paul all over. Oh, this the tent? Nobody here,
apparently. Well, I must wait. I have a book with me, and I must spend
four-and-twenty hours here in any case. Good-afternoon. Thank you.'
The listener was within twenty yards, but invisible beyond the crowded
undergrowth. The new arrival was perfectly attired, and handsome,