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the rear
platform, out of sight and sound of everybody. He had such a pleasant
sense of proprietorship in her! How agreeable--flatteringly so, in
fact--she had been all day! There was nothing like traveling together to
make people intimate. It was clear that she understood his intentions
very well: indeed, how could she help it? He had always said that a

fellow had shown himself a bungler at love-making if he were not
practically assured of the result before he came to the point of the
declaration. The sensation of leaving everything else so rapidly behind
that people have when sitting on the rear platform of a train of cars
makes them feel, by force of contrast, nearer to each other and more
identified. How pretty she looked sitting there in the doorway, her eyes
bent so pensively on the track behind as the car-wheels so swiftly
reeled it off! He had tucked her in comfortably. No cold could get to
the sweet little girl, and none ever should so long as he lived to make
her comfort his care.
One small gloved hand lay on her lap outside the shawl. What a jolly
little hand it was! He reached out his own and took it, but, without even
a moment's hesitation for him to extract a flattering inference from, she
withdrew it. Perhaps something in his matter-of-course way displeased
her.
To know when it is best to submit to a partial rebuff, rather than make a
bad matter worse by trying to save one's pride, is a rare wisdom. Still,
Lombard might have exercised it at another time. But there are days
when the magnetisms are all wrong, and a person not ordinarily
deficient in tact, having begun wrong, goes on blundering like a
schoolboy. Piqued at the sudden shock to the pleasant day-dream, in
which he had fancied himself already virtually assured of this young
lady,--a day-dream which she was not really accountable for spoiling,
since she had not been privy to it,--what should he do but find
expression for his mingled vexation and wounded affection by
reminding her of a previous occasion on which she had allowed him the
liberty she now denied? Doubtless helping to account for this lack of
tact was the idea that he should thus justify himself for so far
presuming just now. Not, of course, that there is really any excuse for a
young man's forgetting that ladies have one advantage over
Omniscience, in that not only are they privileged to remember what
they please, but also to ignore what they see fit to forget.
"You have forgotten that evening at the California Theatre," was what
this devoted youth said.

"I 'm sure I don't know to what you refer, sir," she replied freezingly.
He was terrified at the distant accent of her voice. It appeared to come
from somewhere beyond the fixed stars, and brought the chill of the
interstellar spaces with it. He forgot in an instant all about his pique,
vexation, and wounded pride, and was in a panic of anxiety to bring her
back. In a moment more he knew that she would rise from her chair and
remark that it was getting cold and she must go in. If he allowed her to
depart in that mood, he might lose her forever. He could think of but
one way of convincing her instantaneously of his devotion; and so what
should he do but take the most inopportune occasion in the entire
course of their acquaintance to make his declaration. He was like a
general whose plan of battle has been completely deranged by an
utterly unexpected repulse in a preliminary movement, compelling him
to hurry forward his last reserves in a desperate attempt to restore the
battle.
"What have I done, Miss Dwyer? Don't you know that I love you?
Won't you be my wife?"
"No, sir," she said flatly, her taste outraged and her sensibilities set on
edge by the stupid, blundering, hammer-and-tongs onset which from
first to last he had made. She loved him, and had meant to accept him,
but if she had loved him ten times as much she couldn't have helped
refusing him just then, under those circumstances,--not if she died for it.
As she spoke, she rose and disappeared within the car. It is certainly to
be hoped that the noise of the wheels, which out on the platform was
considerable, prevented the recording angel from getting the full force
of Lombard's ejaculation.
It is bad enough to be refused when the delicacy and respectfulness of
the lady's manner make "No" sound so much like "Yes" that the
rejected lover can almost persuade himself that his ears have deceived
him. It is bad enough to be refused when she does it so timidly