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made a gesture with his right hand that sent the Cappadocian
cavorting to the road's edge, scattering a little crowd that was trying to
pass.
"Why be jealous of the Christians?" he laughed. "Isn't it their turn for a
respite? Think of what Nero did to them; and Marcus Aurelius did little
less. They will catch it again when Commodus turns on his mistress
Marcia; he will harry them all the more when that day comes-- as it is
sure to. Marcia is a Christian; when he tires of her he will use her
Christianity for the excuse and throw the Christians to the lions by the
thousand in order to justify himself for murdering the only decent
woman of his acquaintance. Sic semper tyrannus. Say what you will
about Marcia, she has done her best to keep Commodus from making a
public exhibition of himself."
"With what result? He boasts he has killed no less than twelve hundred

poor devils with his own hand in the arena. True, he takes the
pseudonym of Paulus when he kills lions with his javelin and drives a
chariot in the races like a vulgar slave. But everybody knows, and he
picks slaves for his ministers--consider that vile beast Cleander, whom
even the rabble refused to endure another day. I don't see that Marcia's
influence amounts to much."
"But Cleander was executed finally. You are in a glum mood, Sextus.
What has happened to upset you?"
"It is the nothing that has happened. There has come no answer to that
letter I wrote to my father in Rome. Commodus's informers may have
intercepted it."
Norbanus whistled softly. The skewbald Cappadocian mistook that for
a signal to exert himself and for a minute there were ructions while his
master reined him in.
"When did you write?" he demanded, when he had the horse under
control again.
"A month ago."
Norbanus lapsed into a moody silence, critically staring at his friend
when he was sure the other was not looking. Sextus had always puzzled
him by running risks that other men (himself, for instance) steadfastly
avoided, and avoiding risks that other men thought insignificant. To
write a letter critical of Commodus was almost tantamount to suicide,
since every Roman port and every rest-house on the roads that led to
Rome had become infested with informers who were paid on a
percentage basis.
"Are you weary of life?" he asked after a while.
"I am weary of Commodus--weary of tyranny--weary of lies and
hypocrisy-- weary of wondering what is to happen to Rome that
submits to such bestial government--weary of shame and of the
insolence of bribe-fat magistrates--"
"Weary of your friends?" Norbanus asked. "Don't you realize that if
your letter fell into the hands of spies, not only will you be proscribed
and your father executed, but whoever is known to have been intimate
with you or with your father will be in almost equal danger? You
should have gone to Rome in person to consult your father."
"He ordered me to stay here to protect his interests. We are rich,
Norbanus. We have much property in Antioch and many tenants to

oversee. I am not one of these modern irreligious wastrels; I obey my
father--"
"And betray him in an idiotic letter!"
"Very well! Desert me while there is time!" said Sextus angrily.
"Don't be a fool! You are not the only proud man in the empire, Sextus.
I don't desert my friend for such a coward's reason as that he acted
thoughtlessly. But I will tell you what I think, whether or not that
pleases you, if only because I am your true friend. You are a rash,
impatient lover of the days gone by, possessed of genius that you
betray by your arrogant hastiness. So now you know what I think, and
what all your other friends think. We admire--we love our Sextus, son
of Maximus. And we confess to ourselves that our lives are in danger
because of that same Sextus, son of Maximus, whom we prefer above
our safety. After this, if you continue to deceive yourself, none can
blame me for it!"
Sextus smiled and waved a hand to him. It was no new revelation. He
understood the attitude of all his friends far better than he did his own
strange impulses that took possession of him as a rule when
circumstances least provided an excuse.
"My theory of loyalty to friendship," he remarked, "is that a man
should dare to do what he perceives is right, and thus should prove
himself entitled to respect."
"And your friends are, in consequence, to enjoy the privilege of
attending your crucifixion one of these days!" said Norbanus.
"Nonsense. Only slaves and highwaymen are crucified."
"They call any one a highwayman who is a