have. I'm awfully late. Bread and jam will
do splendidly. Halloa, youngsters, how are you? We'll defer kisses, I
think, till you are past the sticky stage. I've been prowling about the
Park for the last two hours enjoying the spring breezes, and working
out problems, and suddenly discovered it was too late to go home."
She sank down on a seat by the table, shaking her head in response to
an anxious glance. "No, not my own affairs, dear; only Ron's! Can't the
boys run away now, and let us have a chat? I know you have had
enough of them by your face, and I've such a lot to say. Don't grumble,
boys! Be good, and you shall be happy, and your aunt will take you to
the Zoo. Yes, I promise! The very first afternoon that the sun shines;
but first I shall ask mother if you have deserved it by doing what you
are told."
"Run upstairs, dears, and wash, and put on your boots before Esther
comes," said Mrs Martin fondly; and the boys obeyed, with a lingering
obedience which was plainly due rather to bribery than training.
The elder of the two was a sturdy, plain-featured lad, uninteresting
except to the parental eye; the younger a beauty, a bewitching, plump,
curly-headed cherub of four years, with widely-opened grey eyes and a
Cupid's bow of a mouth. Margot let Jim pass by with a nod, but her
hand stretched out involuntarily to stroke Pat's cheek, and ruffle his
curly pow.
Edith smiled in sympathetic understanding, but even as she smiled she
turned her head over her shoulder to speak a parting word to the older
lad.
"Good-bye, darling! We'll have a lovely game after tea!" Then the door
shut, and she turned to her sister with a sigh.
"Poor Jim! everybody overlooks him to fuss over Pat, and it is hard
lines. Children feel these things much more than grown-up people
realise. I heard yells resounding from their bedroom one day last year,
and flew upstairs to see what was wrong. There was Pat on the floor,
with Jim kneeling on his chest, with his fingers twined in his hair,
which he was literally dragging out by the roots. He was put to bed for
being cruel to his little brother, but when I went to talk quietly to him
afterwards, he sobbed so pitifully, and said, `I only wanted some of his
curls to put on, to make people love me too!' Poor wee man! You know
what a silly way people have of saying, `Will you give me one of your
curls?' and poor Jim had grown tired of walking beside the pram, and
having no notice taken of him. I vowed that from that day if I showed
the least preference to either of the boys it should be to Jim. The world
will be kind to Pat; he will never need friends."
"No, Pat is all right. He has the `come-hither eye,' as his mother had
before him!"
"And his aunt!"
Margot chuckled complacently. "Well! it's a valuable thing to possess. I
find it most useful in my various plights. They are dear naughty boys,
both of them, and I always love them, but rather less than usual when I
see you looking so worn out. You have enough strain on you without
turning nursemaid into the bargain."
Mrs Martin sighed, and knitted her delicate brows.
"I do feel such a wicked wretch, but one of the hardest bits of life at the
present is being shut up with the boys in one room all day long. They
are very good, poor dears, but when one is racked with anxiety, it is a
strain to play wild Indians and polar bears for hours at a stretch. We do
some lessons now, and that's a help--and Jack insisted that I should
engage this girl to take them out in the afternoon. I must be a wretched
mother, for I am thankful every day afresh to hear the door bang behind
them, and to know that I am free until tea-time."
"Nonsense! Don't be artificial, Edie! You know that you are nothing of
the sort, and that it's perfectly natural to be glad of a quiet hour. You
are a marvel of patience. I should snap their heads off if I had them all
day, packed up in this little room. What have you had for lunch? No
meat? And you look so white and spent. How wicked of you!"
"Oh, Margot," sighed the other pathetically, "it's not food that I need!
What good can food do when one is racked with anxiety? It's my mind
that is ill, not my body. We can't pay our way even with the rent of the
house coming

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