Ben Hadden | Page 9

with his brothers.
Old John put his hand on the boy's shoulder, and looked earnestly into
his face. "No, Ben, I'll not take thee, my child, to-day," said he; "it's
over-rough work we are going on; I couldn't even tell thy mother of it;
so go home, and take care of her."
Little Ben pleaded hard to be taken, but he pleaded in vain. "No, lad, no,
I cannot take you," repeated the father. "Go home now, go home. It
may be late before we return. Perhaps we shall be out all night, so
mother will want you at home to keep her company. Read to her, lad,
out of the Bible; and, I say, Ben, if thy father never comes back,
remember that his last words to thee were--Trust to God. Do right,
whatever comes of it."
Old John Hadden then joined the young men and the rest of the boat's

crew, and their united strength soon launched her, with all her gear on
board, into the water; and as they all leaped in, each man seizing an
oar, they quickly had her through the surf, which had begun to roll in
somewhat heavily. Little Ben stood on the top of a sand-hill, and
watched them as they pulled away out to sea. His eye anxiously
followed the boat as she grew less and less distinct, till she was lost to
sight among the breaking seas, which leaped upwards around the
sand-banks. For a time he could clearly see the wreck towards which
they were directing their course. Then the shades of evening increasing,
and a thick mass of mist gathering round her, she also was lost to sight.
Ben, as his father had desired him, went home, and having reported
that he had seen the boat get well off, sat himself down by the side of
his mother, who was working with her needle before the fire, and
taking the big Bible on his knees, he began to read to her out of its
sacred pages. His father's mark was at the thirteenth chapter of Saint
Luke's Gospel, and he read: "There were present at that season some
that told Him of the Galileans, whose blood Pilate had mingled with
their sacrifices. And Jesus answering said unto them, Suppose ye that
these Galileans were sinners above all the Galileans, because they
suffered such things? I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all
likewise perish. Or those eighteen, upon whom the tower in Siloam fell,
and slew them, think ye that they were sinners above all men that dwelt
in Jerusalem? I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise
perish."
"Father was saying that to me the other day, mother," remarked little
Ben. "He told me that he had known many God-fearing men to lose
their lives, and many bad ones live on and remain still in their
wickedness."
"Yes, my boy; God knows best when a servant of His has lived long
enough. He calls us when He wants us," replied Mrs Hadden; adding,
"It matters little to a Christian when or how he is taken from earth. The
great thing of all is to know that we are Christians, not in name only,
but in truth. And to be a Christian is to believe on and love the dear
Saviour, who has done so much for us; and so to be born again of

God's Holy Spirit, as the Lord Jesus Christ Himself has told us: `For,
except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.'"
Ben read on to his mother till she told him that it was time for him to go
to bed. He repeated his prayers, and then he went up and lay down in
the room which he and his brothers usually occupied; but he was the
only one there. Every now and then he awoke, expecting to hear them
coming in; but he only heard the rain dashing against the lattice
window, and the wind howling and whistling dismally. A heavy gale
was blowing right on shore. Every now and then there was a flash of
vivid lightning, and a loud crash of thunder rattling away across the
sky. Ben tried again to go to sleep, but he could not. He was certain
that his poor mother could not be sleeping. He crept down to her room,
where a light was burning. Her head had not pressed her pillow; she
was on her knees, with her face bent down to the bed, and her hands
clasped together.
Noiselessly Ben stole back to his attic. "I can pray too, and join my
prayers to mother's," he said to himself. He prayed for his father and
brothers exposed in their open boat to that