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my foot
down on the accelerator.
There were a couple more bends in the road before it straightened and
stretched out for a clear half mile ahead of me. I caught sight of another
car in the near distance, and seeing that car made me give way to my
mounting guilt and change my plans. I decided that I'd stop and tell the
driver about what I'd seen. There's safety in numbers, I thought. I'd get
them to come back with me to the crash and we'd report it to the police
together. Everything would be okay.
I was wrong. As I got closer to the car I realised that it had stopped. I

slowed down and pulled up alongside. The driver's seat was empty.
There were three other people in the car and they were all dead - a
mother in the front and her two dead children in the back. Their faces
were screwed up with expressions of agony and panic. Their skin was
pale grey and I could see on the body of the child nearest to me that
there was a trickle of blood running from between its lips and down the
side of its lifeless face. I kept the van moving slowly forward and saw
that a couple of metres further down the road the body of the missing
driver lay sprawled across the tarmac. I had to drive up onto the grass
verge to avoid driving over him.
I was so fucking scared. I cried like a baby as I drove back towards
home.
I can't be sure, but I must have seen another forty or fifty bodies by the
time I'd made it back to Northwich. The streets were littered with the
dead. It was bizarre - people just seemed to have fallen where they'd
been standing. Whatever they'd been doing, wherever they'd been going,
they'd just dropped.
The situation was so unexpected and inexplicable that it was only at
that point that I thought about the safety of my family. I put my foot
down flat on the accelerator and was outside my house in seconds. I
jumped out of the van and ran to the door. My hands were shaking and
I couldn't get the key in the lock. Eventually I opened it and
immediately wished that I hadn't. The house was silent.
I ran up to the bedroom and that's where I found them both. Sarah and
our beautiful little girl both dead. Gemma's face was frozen in the
middle of a silent scream and there was blood all around her mouth and
on Sarah's white night dress and the sheets. They were both still warm
and I shook them and screamed at them to wake up and talk to me.
Sarah looked terrified. I tried to close her frightened eyes to make
believe she was just sleeping but I couldn't. They wouldn't stay shut.
I couldn't stand to leave them but I couldn't stand to stay there either. I
had to get out. I put Gemma into bed with her mum, kissed them both
goodbye and pulled the sheets up over their heads. I left the house,

locked the door behind me and then walked.
I spent hours stepping through the bodies just shouting out for help.
2
Michael Collins
So there I was, standing at the front of a class of thirty-three sixteen
year olds, tongue-tied and terrified. The boss had volunteered me for
one of those ÔIndustry into Schools' days. One of those days where
instead of sitting listening to their teacher drone on for hours, children
were made to listen to sacrificial lambs like me telling them how
wonderful the job they really despised was. I hated it. I hated speaking
in public. I hated compromising myself and not being honest. I hated
knowing that if I didn't do this and I didn't do it well, my end of month
bonus would be reduced. My boss believed that his middle-managers
were the figureheads of his company. In reality we were just there for
him to hide behind.
My talk didn't last long.
I'd made some notes which I held in front of me like a shield. I felt
quite calm inside, but the way that the end of my papers shook seemed
to give the class the impression that I was paralysed with nerves. The
sadistic sixteen year olds quickly seized on my apparent weakness.
When I coughed and tripped on a word I was history.
ÔThe work we do at Caradine Computers is extremely varied and
interesting,' I began, lying through my teeth. ÔWe're responsible for...'
ÔSir,' a lad said from the middle of the room. He was waving his hand
in the air.
ÔWhat?'
ÔWhy don't you just give up now,' he sighed. ÔWe're not interested.'