soul. The cold stone would tell
them, but without passion; and having got the image which possessed
him out of himself into a lifeless form, it seemed as if he might be
delivered from a presence which, lovely as it was, stood between him
and all that made him seem honorable and worthy to himself.
He uncovered the bust which he had but half shaped, and struck the
first flake from the glittering marble. The toil, once begun, fascinated
him strangely, and after the day's work was done, and at every interval
he could snatch from his duties, he wrought at his secret task.
"Clement is graver than ever," the young men said at the office.
"What's the matter, do you suppose? Turned off by the girl they say he
means to marry by and by? How pale he looks too! Must have
something worrying him: he used to look as fresh as a clove pink."
The master with whom he studied saw that he was losing color, and
looking very much worn, and determined to find out, if he could,
whether he was not overworking himself. He soon discovered that his
light was seen burning late into the night, that he was neglecting his
natural rest, and always busy with some unknown task, not called for in
his routine of duty or legitimate study.
"Something is wearing on you, Clement," he said. "You are killing
yourself with undertaking too much. Will you let me know what keeps
you so busy when you ought to be asleep, or taking your ease and
comfort in some way or other?"
Nobody but himself had ever seen his marble or its model. He had now
almost finished it, laboring at it with such sleepless devotion, and he
was willing to let his master have a sight of his first effort of the
kind,--for he was not a sculptor, it must be remembered, though he had
modelled in clay, not without some success, from time to time.
"Come with me," he said.
The master climbed the stairs with him up to his modest chamber. A
closely shrouded bust stood on its pedestal in the light of the solitary
window.
"That is my ideal personage," Clement said. "Wait one moment, and
you shall see how far I have caught the character of our uncrowned
queen."
The master expected, very naturally, to see the conventional young
woman with classical wreath or feather head-dress, whom we have
placed upon our smallest coin, so that our children may all grow up
loving Liberty.
As Clement withdrew the drapery that covered his work, the master
stared at it in amazement. He looked at it long and earnestly, and at
length turned his eyes, a little moistened by some feeling which thus
betrayed itself, upon his pupil.
"This is no ideal, Clement. It is the portrait of a very young but very
beautiful woman. No common feeling could have guided your hand in
shaping such a portrait from memory. This must be that friend of yours
of whom I have often heard as an amiable young person. Pardon me,
for you know that nobody cares more for you than I do,--I hope that
you are happy in all your relations with this young friend of yours.
How could one be otherwise?"
It was hard to bear, very hard. He forced a smile. "You are partly
right," he said. "There is a resemblance, I trust, to a living person, for I
had one in my mind."
"Didn't you tell me once, Clement, that you were attempting a bust of
Innocence? I do not see any block in your room but this. Is that done?"
"Done with!" Clement answered; and as he said it, the thought stung
through him that this was the very stone which was to have worn the
pleasant blandness of pretty Susan's guileless countenance. How the
new features had effaced the recollection of the others!
In a few days more Clement had finished his bust. His hours were again
vacant to his thick-coming fancies. While he had been busy with his
marble, his hands had required his attention, and he must think closely
of every detail upon which he was at work. But at length his task was
done, and he could contemplate what he had made of it. It was a
triumph for one so little exercised in sculpture. The master had told him
so, and his own eye could not deceive him. He might never succeed in
any repetition of his effort, but this once he most certainly had
succeeded. He could not disguise from himself the source of this
extraordinary good fortune in so doubtful and difficult an attempt. Nor
could he resist the desire of contemplating the portrait bust, which--it
was foolish to talk about ideals--was
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