At Pinneys Ranch | Page 3

room and locked the door
did he trust himself to see again the face of his beloved Mary.
That evening Mrs. Pinney told him how his wife and children had fared
in his absence. Her father had helped them at first, but after his death
Mary had depended upon needlework for support, finding it hard to
make the two ends meet.
Lansing groaned at hearing this, but Mrs. Pinney comforted him. It was
well worth while having troubles, she said, if they could be made up to
one, as all Mary's would be to her when she saw her husband.
The upcoming stage brought the mail, and next day Pinney rode into
camp to get his weekly newspaper, and engage a passage down the next
morning for Lansing. The day dragged terribly to the latter, who stayed
at the ranch. He was quite unfit for any social purpose, as Mrs. Pinney,
to whom a guest in that lonely place was a rare treat, found to her
sorrow, though indeed she could not blame him for being poor
company. He passed hours, locked in his room, brooding over Mary's
picture. The rest of the day he spent wandering about the place, smiling
and talking to himself like an imbecile, as he dreamed of the happiness
so soon to crown his trials. If he could have put himself in
communication with Mary by telegraph during this period of waiting, it

would have been easier to get through, but the nearest telegraph station
was at the railroad. In the afternoon he saddled a horse and rode about
the country, thus disposing of a couple of hours.
When he came back to the house, he saw that Pinney had returned, for
his horse was tethered to a post of the front piazza. The doors and
windows of the living-room were open, and as he reached the front
door, he heard Pinney and his wife talking in agitated tones.
"Oh, how could God let such an awful thing happen?" she was
exclaiming, in a voice broken by hysterical sobbing. "I 'm sure there
was never anything half so horrible before. Just as John was coming
home to her, and she worshiping him so, and he her! Oh, it will kill him!
Who is going to tell him? Who can tell him?"
"He must not be told to-day," said Pinney's voice. "We must keep it
from him at least for to-day."
Lansing entered the room. "Is she dead?" he asked quietly. He could
not doubt, from what he had overheard, that she was.
"God help him! He 'll have to know it now," exclaimed Pinney.
"Is she dead?" repeated Lansing.
"No, she is n't dead."
"Is she dying, then?"
"No, she is well."
"It's the children, then?"
"No," answered Pinney. "They are all right."
"Then, in God's name, what is it?" demanded Lansing, unable to
conceive what serious evil could have happened to him, if nothing had
befallen his wife and babies.

"We can't keep it from him now," said Pinney to his wife. "You 'll have
to give him her letter."
"Can't you tell me what it is? Why do you keep me in suspense?" asked
Lansing, in a voice husky with a dread he knew not of what.
"I can't, man. Don't ask me!" groaned Finney. "It's better that you
should read it."
Mrs. Finney's face expressed an agony of compassion as, still half
clutching it, she held out a letter to Lansing. "John, oh, John," she
sobbed; "remember, she's not to blame! She doesn't know."
The letter, was in his wife's handwriting, addressed to Mrs. Pinney, and
read as follows:--
You will be surprised by what I am going to tell you. You, who know
how I loved John, must have taken it for granted that I would never
marry again. Not that it could matter to him. Too well I feel the gulf
between the dead and living to fancy that his peace could be troubled
by any of the weaknesses of mortal hearts. Indeed, he often used to tell
me that, if he died, he wanted me to marry again, if ever I felt like
doing so; but in those happy days I was always sure that I should be
taken first. It was he who was to go first, though, and now it is for the
sake of his children that I am going to do what I never thought I could.
I am going to marry again. As they grow older and need more, I find it
impossible for me to support them, though I do not mind how hard I
work, and would wear my fingers to the bone rather than take any other
man's name after being John's wife. But I cannot care for them as they
should be