At Large

At Large

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Title: At Large

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AT LARGE

By ARTHUR CHRISTOPHER BENSON
Haec ego mecum
1908

Contents
I. THE SCENE II. CONTENTMENT III. FRIENDSHIP IV.
HUMOUR V. TRAVEL VI. SPECIALISM VII. OUR LACK OF
GREAT MEN VIII. SHYNESS IX. EQUALITY X. THE DRAMATIC
SENSE XI. KELMSCOTT AND WILLIAM MORRIS XII. A
SPEECH DAY XIII. LITERARY FINISH XIV. A MIDSUMMER
DAY'S DREAM XV. SYMBOLS XVI. OPTIMISM XVII. JOY XVIII.
THE LOVE OF GOD EPILOGUE

I
THE SCENE

Yes, of course it is an experiment! But it is made in corpore vili. It is
not irreparable, and there is no reason, more's the pity, why I should not
please myself. I will ask--it is a rhetorical question which needs no
answer--what is a hapless bachelor to do, who is professionally
occupied and tied down in a certain place for just half the year? What is
he to do with the other half? I cannot live on in my college rooms, and I
am not compelled to do so for economy. I have near relations and many
friends, at whose houses I should be made welcome. But I cannot be
like the wandering dove, who found no repose. I have a great love of
my independence and my liberty. I love my own fireside, my own chair,
my own books, my own way. It is little short of torture to have to
conform to the rules of other households, to fall in with other people's
arrangements, to throw my pen down when the gong sounds, to make
myself agreeable to fortuitous visitors, to be led whither I would not. I
do this, a very little, because I do not desire to lose touch with my kind;
but then my work is of a sort which brings me into close touch day
after day with all sorts of people, till I crave for recollection and repose;
the prospect of a round of visits is one that fairly unmans me. No doubt
it implies a certain want of vitality, but one does not increase one's
vitality by making overdrafts upon it; and then too I am a slave to my
pen, and the practice of authorship is inconsistent with paying visits. Of
course the obvious remedy is marriage; but one cannot marry from
prudence, or from a sense of duty, or even to increase the birth-rate,
which I am concerned to see is diminishing. I am, moreover, to be

perfectly frank, a transcendentalist on the subject of marriage. I know
that a happy marriage is the finest and noblest thing in the