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hardly realized the game. All but one, they irritated her. This one,
since her first short call, had come and come again. No explanations, no
confidences, had passed between them; their sympathy, deep-rooted,
expressed itself perfectly in the ordinary conventional tone of two
reserved if congenial natures. The girl did not discuss herself, the
woman dared not. They talked of books, music, travel; never, as if by
tacit agreement, of any of the countless possible personalities in a place
so given to personal discussion.
She could not have told how she knew that the girl had come to college
to please a mother whose great regret was to have missed such training,
nor did she remember when her incurious friend had learned her tense
determination of flight; she could have sworn that she had never
spoken of it. Sometimes, so perfectly did they appear to understand
each other beneath an indifferent conversation, it seemed to her that the

words must be the merest symbols, and that the girl who always caught
her lightest shade of meaning knew to exactness her alternate hope and
fear, the rudderless tossing toward and from her taunting harbor-light.
They sat by an open window, breathing in the moist air from the fresh,
upturned earth. The gardeners were working over the sprouting beds;
the sun came in warm and sweet.
"Three weeks ago it was almost cold at this time," said the girl. "In the
springtime I give up going home, and love the place. But two years
more--two years!"
"Do you really mind it so much?"
"I think what I mind the most is that I don't like it more," said the girl
slowly. "Mamma wanted it so. She really loved study. I don't, but if I
did--I should love it more than this. This would seem so childish. And
if I just wanted a good time, why, then this would seem such a lot of
trouble. All the good things here seem--seem remedies!"
The older woman laughed nervously. Three weeks--three weeks and no
word!
"You will be making epigrams, my dear, if you don't take care," she
said lightly. "But you're going to finish just the same? The girls like
you, your work is good; you ought to stay."
The girl flashed a look of surprise at her. It was her only hint of
sympathy.
"You advise me to?" she asked quietly.
"I think it would be a pity to disappoint your mother," with a light hand
on her shoulder. "You are so young--four years is very, little. Of course
you could do the work in half the time, but you admit that you are not
an ardent student. If nobody came here but the girls that really needed
to, we shouldn't have the reputation that we have. The girls to whom
this place means the last word in learning and the last grace of social

life are estimable young women, but not so pleasant to meet as you."
Three weeks--but he had waited seven years!
"I am very childish," said the girl. "Of course I will stay. And some of
it I like very much. It's only that mamma doesn't understand. She
overestimates it so. Somehow, the more complete it is, the more like
everything else, the more you have to find fault with on all sides. I'd
rather have come when mamma was a girl."
"I see. I have thought that, too."
Ah, fool, give up your senseless hope! You had your chance--you lost it.
Fate cannot stop and wait while you grow wise.
"When that shadow covers the hill, I will give it up forever. Then I will
write to Henry's wife and ask her to let me come and help take care of
the children. She will like it, and I can get tutoring if I want it. I will
make the children love me, and there will be a place where I shall be
wanted and can help," she thought.
The shadow slipped lower. The fresh turf steeped in the last rays, the
birds sang, the warming earth seemed to have touched the very core of
spring. Her hopes had answered the eager years, but her miracle was
too wonderful to be.
A light knock at the door, and a maid came toward her, tray in hand.
She lifted the card carelessly--her heart dropped a moment and beat in
hard, slow throbs. Her eyes filled with tears; her cheeks were hot and
brilliant.
"I will be there in a moment." How deep her voice sounded!
The girl slipped by her.
"I was going anyway," she said softly. "Good-by! Don't touch your
hair--it's just right."
She did not wait for an answer, but went out. As she passed by the little

reception-room a tall, eager man made toward her with outstretched
hands. Her