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pointers, at the end of the
file for those who may wish to sample the author's ideas before making
an entire meal of them. D.W.]

[NOTE: This author is a cousin of Sir Winston Churchill the Prime
Minister of England during World War II.]

A FAR COUNTRY
By Winston Churchill
BOOK 1.
I.
My name is Hugh Paret. I was a corporation lawyer, but by no means a
typical one, the choice of my profession being merely incidental, and
due, as will be seen, to the accident of environment. The book I am
about to write might aptly be called The Autobiography of a
Romanticist. In that sense, if in no other, I have been a typical
American, regarding my country as the happy hunting-ground of
enlightened self-interest, as a function of my desires. Whether or not I
have completely got rid of this romantic virus I must leave to those the
aim of whose existence is to eradicate it from our literature and our life.
A somewhat Augean task!
I have been impelled therefore to make an attempt at setting forth, with
what frankness and sincerity I may, with those powers of selection of
which I am capable, the life I have lived in this modern America; the
passions I have known, the evils I have done. I endeavour to write a
biography of the inner life; but in order to do this I shall have to relate
those causal experiences of the outer existence that take place in the
world of space and time, in the four walls of the home, in the school
and university, in the noisy streets, in the realm of business and politics.
I shall try to set down, impartially, the motives that have impelled my
actions, to reveal in some degree the amazing mixture of good and evil
which has made me what I am to-day: to avoid the tricks of memory
and resist the inherent desire to present myself other and better than I
am. Your American romanticist is a sentimental spoiled child who
believes in miracles, whose needs are mostly baubles, whose desires
are dreams. Expediency is his motto. Innocent of a knowledge of the
principles of the universe, he lives in a state of ceaseless activity,
admitting no limitations, impatient of all restrictions. What he wants,
he wants very badly indeed. This wanting things was the corner-stone
of my character, and I believe that the science of the future will bear me
out when I say that it might have been differently built upon. Certain it

is that the system of education in vogue in the 70's and 80's never
contemplated the search for natural corner-stones.
At all events, when I look back upon the boy I was, I see the
beginnings of a real person who fades little by little as manhood arrives
and advances, until suddenly I am aware that a stranger has taken his
place....
I lived in a city which is now some twelve hours distant from the
Atlantic seaboard. A very different city, too, it was in youth, in my
grandfather's day and my father's, even in my own boyhood, from what
it has since become in this most material of ages.
There is a book of my photographs, preserved by my mother, which I
have been looking over lately. First is presented a plump child of two,
gazing in smiling trustfulness upon a world of sunshine; later on a lean
boy in plaided kilts, whose wavy, chestnut-brown hair has been most
carefully parted on the side by Norah, his nurse. The face is still
childish. Then appears a youth of fourteen or thereabout in long
trousers and the queerest of short jackets, standing beside a marble
table against a classic background; he is smiling still in undiminished
hope and trust, despite increasing vexations and crossings, meaningless
lessons which had to be learned, disciplines to rack an aspiring soul,
and long, uncomfortable hours in the stiff pew of the First Presbyterian
Church. Associated with this torture is a peculiar Sunday smell and the
faint rustling of silk dresses. I can see the stern black figure of Dr.
Pound, who made interminable statements to the Lord.
"Oh, Lord," I can hear him say, "thou knowest..."
These pictures, though yellowed and faded, suggest vividly the being I
once was, the feelings that possessed and animated me, love for my
playmates, vague impulses struggling for expression in a world forever
thwarting them. I recall, too, innocent dreams of a future unidentified,
dreams from which I emerged vibrating with an energy that was lost for
lack of a definite objective: yet it was constantly being renewed. I often
wonder what I might have become if it could have been harnessed,
directed! Speculations are vain. Calvinism, though it had begun to