The Emperor of Portugalia | Page 2

wished to say as he was
interrupted by a faint cry from the other side of the wall.
The woodshed was attached to the house itself. As he listened, he heard
one peep after the other from within, and knew, of course, what that
meant. Then, for a long while he sat very still, feeling neither glad nor
sorry. Finally he said, with a little shrug:
"So it's here at last! And now, for the love of God, they might let me
slip in to warm myself!"
But that comfort was not to be his so soon! There were more hours of
waiting ahead of him.
The rain still came down in sheets and the wind increased. Though only
the latter part of August, it was as disagreeable as a November day. To
cap the climax, he fell to brooding over something that made him even
more wretched. He felt that he was being slighted and set aside.
"There are three womenfolk, beside the midwife, in there with
Katrina," he murmured. "One of them, at least, might have taken the
trouble to come and tell me whether it's a boy or a girl."
He could hear them bustling about, as they made up a fire, and saw
them run out to the well to fetch water, but of his existence no one
seemed to be aware.
Of a sudden he clapped his hands to his eyes and began to rock himself
backward and forward. "My dear Jan Anderson," he said in his mind,

"what's wrong with you? Why does everything go against you? Why
must you always have such a dull time of it? And why couldn't you
have married some good-looking young girl, instead of that ugly old
Katrina from Falla?"
He was so unspeakably wretched! Even a few tears trickled down
between his fingers. "Why are you made so little of in the parish, my
good Jan Anderson? Why should you always be pushed back for others?
You know there are those who are just as poor as yourself and whose
work is no better than yours; but no one gets put down the way you do.
What can be the matter with you, my dear Jan Anderson?"
These were queries he had often put to himself, though in vain, and he
had no hope of finding the answer to them now, either. After all,
perhaps there was nothing wrong with him? Perhaps the only
explanation was that both God and his fellowmen were unfair to him?
When that thought came to him, he took his hands from before his eyes
and tried to put on a bold face.
"If you're ever again allowed inside your own house, my good Jan
Anderson, you mustn't so much as glance toward the young one, but
march yourself straight over to the fireplace and sit down, without
saying a word. Or, suppose you get right up and walk away! You don't
have to sit here any longer now that you know it's over with. Suppose
you show Katrina and the rest of the womenfolk that you're not a man
to be trifled with. ... "
He was just on the point of rising, when the mistress of Falla appeared
in the doorway of the woodshed, and, with a charming curtsy, bade him
come inside to have a peep at the infant.
Had it been any one else than the mistress of Falla herself that had
invited him in, it is doubtful whether he would have gone at all, angry
as he was. Her he had to follow, of course, but he took his own time
about it. He tried to assume the air and bearing of Eric of Falla, when
the latter strode across the floor of the town hall to deposit his vote in
the ballot-box, and succeeded remarkably well in looking quite as

solemn and important.
"Please walk in," said the mistress of Falla, opening the door for him,
then stepping aside to let him go first.
One glance at the room told him that everything had been cleaned and
tidied up in there. The coffeepot, newly polished and full and steaming,
stood at the edge of the hearth, to cool; the table, over by the window,
was spread with a snow-white cover, on which were arranged dainty
flowered cups and saucers belonging to the mistress of Falla. Katrina
lay on the bed and two of the women, who had come to lend a hand,
stood pressed against the wall so that he should have a free and
unobstructed view of all the preparations. Directly in front of the table
stood the midwife, with a bundle on her arm.
Jan could not help thinking that for once in his life he appeared to be
the centre of attraction. Katrina glanced up